love you with my heart...

2009-11-05T20:51:00.002+08:00

hahahahahaa..maybe going malaysia again this weekend!!!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!
DAMN happy manz..
oh yah..haven post the photos of last weekend to kukup with kaixian and family one!!
hmm...next time bah..now i lazy..hehe
yanting you must be waiting to see the photos right!!!:)
but haha..dun let you see first..heheheheheheee
well is like one week since the last day of school still misses the days with everyone..
a great time together indeed!!!
well..this week like stay at home thinking of oing to school everyday so that can see everyone...haiz...
misses the "chaos" we create in class...
chasing teacher away with a loud "BANG!"on the door..
teasing each other..
pranking each other...
laughing with my beloved lizard chin xin ping...
scolding "Meow Meow Fighter" to be quicker!!! (hahaha..part of my daily life too!)hehe...
looking at the scenery instaed of the teacher...
joking with Mr wee...( laughing at him when he open the door when it is actually lock...hahahaha)

but the thing is that now my dream everyday is like involved about 203..like it is haunting me...yesterday is like i freamt about the last day of school somemore...haha
quite scary actually to dream of 203 everynight...but i still like it...hahaha

一句说不出的喜欢。。。
一句说不出的快乐。。。
一句说不出的美好。。。
一句说不出的“我爱你”。。。
相信这是我一身的回忆。。。
一个永远都不会消失的回忆。。。

2009-10-31T15:41:00.002+08:00

haha..going to malaysia later..happy happy happy....
woooooo...finally can go out to somewhere other than singapore..
more fresh..
okok..today very pissed by the computer...click one thing then dont respond one time..after like three hours i still did not manage to do the things i want to do...
sooo bored manz...

想对你说的是一句简单的 "谢谢"
让我有一个美好的回忆...
一个让我永远都不会忘记的回忆...
也让我确实的明白一个道理..
一个不是每个人多明白的道理..
时间到了,也是放手的时候..
但...我却不能做到..也不想做到..
和往常不一样..这次我真的做不到...
第一次有一种放不下的感觉..
不知你有留意到吗...
还是你眼中跟本没有我...
很想大声的告诉你..但我做不到..

2009-10-30T23:08:00.002+08:00

okok..i am back...

first of all...today is last day of being together as a whole in class 203.damn sad can..last person who left me was besty meiqian..took bus with her home,when the bus reached her house she alighted.suddenly i felt that everything is really gone and we may not be in the same class next year..

second last person was wanying,went to the mrt station with her and me and meiqian left biding her goodbye..promising to meet on the first day of school in the canteen next year..said bye and this time the word "bye" was like...

third last person was what i regarded as my another besty who never fail to cheer me up..indeed is a good friend..waved goodbye to her at the canteen and felt like gtwo years just fly past???just like that??am i like not going to be laughing soo happy after we are not in the same class??

felt like the whole world changed and everything has left me again...like it is all back to square one..will i ever met another friend who treat me truthfully or will i ever met anyone that can cheer me and encourage me...hearing my thoughts..will i??

it is like everything just happened yesterday where ms kali and mdm ding was still allocating our new seat??telling us the rules and things she expect us to do..all the things had past..like it is one year gone??

feel like going back to the past..where everyone is still together..

a love to you that had lasted for like three quarter of a year..
now we are going to a different class..with different people..
now more joking and laughing..
will everything change when we reach sec 3??
will i continue the love??
or will i fall for others???
i wanted to give up.
really..but every time i see you, hear your voice..
i just cannot do it..

people to thank for this year..
charlene,christina,jieyee,wanying,justina,yanting,yujia,yiran,jiayun,yuting,zhimin,
meiqian,noreen,mingxuan,shaina,joyce,wanqing,jiaen,liyin,yenern,junyi,evania,yokekay,
thaiming,dean,waikit,keith,szesong,yiquan,zikang,linbo,keejeng,chukien,yuren,pengfun,andrew,yonglin,jethro,MS KALI AND MDM DING

thanks for all the happy memories of class 203'09 teaching and tolerating us all the year round....
memories that will always etch in our mind..friendship that last...love that continue forever..
never to forget the two years we have spent together..fighting and caring for each other..

203'09 , a GREAT class that i will never forget and love for LIFE!!!!

2009-09-19T13:27:00.005+08:00

this show very nice..called 恋空...read the book charlene lend and gt in love with it then go find this movie..soo damn touching...cried with it the guy soo nice...cus gt illness dun wan girl sad then broke off with the girl..in the end died cus of cancer...boohooo....soo damn sad...he sooo suai and cute lor..and the girl damn pretty too!

haha...nth much to write
lol
very sianz
miss someone...
just to update it cus my blog has been dead for a long time....

bye bye:)

2009-09-04T21:10:00.002+08:00

found some new songs...

我停下来
呆望着公车站牌
而拥挤的回忆
抛锚的停靠在脑海
多少次牵着手等待
想搭真爱去未来
最后真爱没来
乌云飘来你跑开
我还在我一个人撑一把雨伞世界昏暗
伞下很宽却挡不了雨冷风寒
曾两个人撑一把雨伞眼神交换
雨湿了肩却都笑得很温暖
有个男生
担心的给我关怀
我倔强的走开
泪却让眼睛被活埋
一起过生日的愉快
爱到末日的告白
幸福过站不停
雨中掠过把水花溅起来
我一个人撑一把雨伞走到夜半
寂寞打在思念的伞让我心烦
想两个人撑一把雨伞用心作伴
一说爱到老不改有多难

徐怀钰-雨伞

this song nice...gt meaning...
nvm
no mood nw dunno why...
feel soo sad so depressed so ...feel like crying..
no one to be there...
well...
that is why i am cheryl..
nvm...
i really dunno what to do now...

i admit that i actually missed SBS...and of course i miss KISS more...
well..i cannot do anything just look at their face in my dreams and memory lor...
haiz...
i dunno what is wrong with me...
i want to be my oldself the primary school self...
which is not as complicated as what life is getting now...

2009-08-31T19:32:00.002+08:00

ok...my knee hurts manz...WTH..

well to all teachers HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!!

today went back to pri sch...had a great time haha.saw,Vanessa,clarissa,simin,noel,wanxuan,marcus and melvin...ect.

looking for our teachers,but the thing is that two of them is on no paid leave(pregnant) and one is on a one year no pay leave to tour around the world..cool manz.thenm we cannot look for teachers.then we began looking around the new school..quite cool..went into different classes and we acted some comedy inside..

Vanessa: Class we are going to have a...
Cheryl: I cannot hear you teacher!!!!
Vanessa: WE ARE HAVING A PRE...
Cheryl: i still cannot hear you teacher!!!
Jia En: ME TOO!!!
Vanessa: -.-

then we travel to other classes...went to the sports stadium...the field...which was made of fake grass..damn cool lor...no mud one!!!
then 3pm we had to go..
met huiqi outside the school gate..then we(me ,cindy,clarissa,jazlyn and huiqi) talk about stuff for half an hour...

haha..that is all...

feel so sad...
bastard lah you..i hate you!!!

2009-08-23T15:49:00.002+08:00

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...found this new song from beloved wilbur pan wei bo!!!call 无重力

无重力画面不动了情歌不唱了

爱情的重播键明明一直按着

什么原因让时间停了

在伤心的镜头被停格

电梯不动了爱也停止了

可是坠入的感觉怎么还在呢

热闹的街道还在狂欢着

为何我却孤单飘浮着

无重力腾空慢慢跌入无尽的黑洞

没知觉的伤痛飘荡的心却摔得更重

我爱你你爱我是不是还不够

我不懂为什么付出的全落空

无重力爱坠落粉身碎骨的我

不受控制的手还能抓住什么

我爱你你爱我算不算是承诺

全世界都沉默没声音的嘶吼

无重力爱坠落最缓慢的折磨

只剩遍体鳞伤的我撑到最后

this is the song...very nice one...love it manz
found the link after a long long time...hahaha...
a song that ia worth to listen...

okok..today is boring..nth to do...eat sleep shit...this is the cycle...
lol
thinking of the joke said by charlene just now and burst out laughing...mum thought i am mad..
but i am not..
cus i am doing some self-entertaining...yesterday...nothing happen...very boring also..

saw a few nice quotefrom the book i am reading today:
1) The road to a friend's house is never long.
2)An insincere and evil friend is more to be feared than a wild beast;a wild beast may wound you body, but an evil friend wound your mind...(and i totally agree with this)
3)Yoy will find as you look back upon your life, that the moments that you have truly lived, are the moments when you have done things in spirit of LOVE!!
4)The true test of character is not how much we know how to do, but how we behave when we dont know what to do.

haha...that is the few still gt somemore but dun feel like typing it...lol...

我告诉我自己,不管别人怎么说,我都会一直的爱你...
i will not be affected anymore..i am who i am not what they say...
i will not bother any words said by the others...

2009-08-22T15:45:00.002+08:00

change again!!!
haha..dont ask why..cus i feel like it..
people are changing..
some geting bad some getting nicer..
well this is why we are humans rite??

i told you to stop!u dont listen..turing back now may not be too late..
please stop it i am begging you already..
i cannot help you in any way..
haiz....

and you..stop giving me excuses...u nvr call or dun wan pass then tell lah!!!

now finally know ur true self...
i dun care for u now..

charlene is crazy! haha..i am random

well..mr wee mi and charlene is not fighting over anyone where u claim it is you!
like wad charlene says..if u are half as suai as sean ho...i may consider...
lol

wanying cheer up...

dun feel like typing now..toking to wanying on phone now....
bye...

i am tired of the things around me now..
what can i do??

2009-08-19T22:23:00.002+08:00

changed the skin
not funny
not happy
i feel so sad
i dun feel good
burst out crying yesterday at night cus too depress...
lols
dun feel like laughing

if this is wad u want then let it be...i care for u i think for u
but u dun appreciate it...
nvm
i give up
that day i told myself
"cheryl, that is the end of ur friendship"
and i cried
dunno y
feel betrayed dun no wad to do
take it as if nothig happened???
no way!
i cant bring myself to it...
dunno y i cry for u
nvm
i dun give a damn now
wad should i do???
forget it???
dun care???
then wad?
i dunno
u want to tell mi wad to do
laughing in school look like i am really happy
but cry in the bed at night to myself
thinking that if i give in then nothing will happen
thinking that if everything is tolerated,ur insult to me...it will be fine
but
i am WRONG
wad did i do
tell me directly
dun tok behind my back
say all u want
i dun mind liao

just to tell u
i will not care i will continue being who i am...

2009-08-14T16:24:00.002+08:00

weeeeee... just finished four common test paper...chinese english georgraphy and history...everyon like crazy after the test...lol...charlene also gt post exam stress...my mind is bursting and i want to sleep now...but no mood to do that...haiz...
charlene and i invented new words...nose nose鼻子鼻子（彼此彼此）hahaha...so as to laugh off the stress...
today physics teacher...mr Wee...haha...our conversation...
mr wee: are you all in the giggling group?
cheryl(me):nope we are laughing to each other in the start of the year...
charlene: HAHAHA!!!
mr wee then give us the disgusted look...
cheryl: i am laugh no 1 and charlene is laugh no 2!!!
mr wee: INTERESTING!!!
okok...then i forget liao...

knowing too much can be good and bad too!but i wun regret knowing it...
at least i know how i am in your mind...

2009-08-12T10:50:00.002+08:00

changed my blog to a private one liao...hahahahaa... cus of some people...no choice...
wad ever...feel betrayed by that b****...wadever...lol feel like every thing you have said or done is all fake...damn it lah...

fake or real...
true of false...i dunno...

2009-08-04T18:31:00.002+08:00

haha..today went to some website then copy down some lame thing...
(1)Today, I had a job interview. I have a nervous tendency to rub my foot against the bar under the table. After the interview I noticed I had been rubbing my foot against the interviewer's leg. FML
(2)Today, my mom thought it would be a good idea to see what websites I go on from my computer while I wasn't home. She clicked the link that gave my computer a virus that I just got rid of a few days ago. FML
(3)Today, I woke up extremely hungover. I couldn't find my car keys so I went out to my car to see if I had locked them inside. I walked back to the door of my apartment barefoot and empty handed, only to find that I had locked myself out of the apartment. FML
(4)Today, I took my dog for a walk. It became friendly with another dog, and I reached down to pet them both. Suddenly, an old woman runs up to me and whacks me with her cane repeatedly. Apparently, her previous dog had been kidnapped by a woman who looked a lot like me. FML
(5)Today, I was finally going to fall asleep at a decent hour. Having insomnia, I generally get about 2 hours of sleep. Right as I'm about to fall asleep, 5 firetrucks decide to drive right in front of my house with the sirens/lights on. FML
hahaha...that is all...ok today gt chem test and i dun knoiw how to do...then is like lim suddenly call mi go sit at the front then i was like WTH...bt nvm forget about it...

you are such a DESPO bitch...idiot...我看不起你!!!

2009-07-15T11:22:00.001+08:00

hahahaa...i am blogging in school comp lab 3....hahaha...so funny.just now took class photo rthen is like i stand at almost the same place but different side...and justina also...i changed place with her...as in we stand at each other's place we stood in sec 1. i blog in school cus i am having ict lesson...then very boring...

note to Charlene: hahahahahaha...ur skirt "girl pull it down stop pulling it up!!!"

kk teacher say close comp liao.... BYE...

note to some one call wanying...ur hair at photo taking rox!!!!....side...lolz...hahahahahahahahaha...
y do i feel like laughing in school today...

okok...bye...

2009-06-18T21:32:00.002+08:00

okok...update...if not people scold mi liao...haha...came back from malaysia not long ago...wan see pic go my facebook profile...not in a very good mood...so...if u nvr add mi in facebook too bad no pics for u...okok...lol...today go do pw..then like sun tan for the whole day...no comments...but have fun...

你不存在了,但生活还在....people dun ask mi...u neo mi well u shud neo...
goodbye is wad i can say now...

2009-06-03T22:25:00.002+08:00

okok...came to update my blog cus gt scolded and nag by ying ying and yanting to sch in the morning cus i nvr update...lol cus i lazy...
ok today gt dance then gt one bad news..dance chairman gt ill...well hope u will gt well soon...
then in the morning like see wanying then like "hello??" hahaha...but sadly no time to tok...then todays practice was bad..hope that tmr will be better....hahaha....
i am soooooo excited tmr cus gt gymnast coming to our school then i am ushering them to put their bags...then can also see their stunts during the dance prac ~ WOOTS!~ i am soo happy...

today was also disappointed cus charlene told mi i dun have fahrenheit the signature...cus she go malaysia de meeting then the ppl there say only can sign the malysia version where i only gt the singapore version:(haiz...nvm i will gt it on fine day...
post until here dun feel ike typing liao....bye~

2009-05-15T21:11:00.002+08:00

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.....just now was eating mangoes...then i open halfway then found out that there is an insect inside...FOR GOD SAKE!!!i was like jumping while screaming waay from the table after throwing the whole mango onto the table....eeeeeee..YUCKS!!!then my mum open a few more then all also gt insect one...after this disgusting incident i will be a long time before i touch anymangoes again...

ok..enough bout that...haha...miss Mr Tay's history lesson....nw lesson become very sian...welll we took some photos on the last day of his lesson...(want to see the pic...go see it in my face book account...)haha...cus i lazy to post...

on wed , we(cwj,fwy,smx,lmq)took some clique pics...hahaha...
welll want to see go my facebook account again...

okok...shall stop posting nw...welll I LOVE MY CLIQUE!!! we will stay together no matter wad happens...

2009-04-30T20:39:00.000+08:00

okok...gt pester by my darling mingxuan laopo to blog...hahaha...since in am in a retarded mood then i shall post somthing retarded...

24 things to entertain you in the lift...
1. Grimace painfully, hit your head with your palm, and say "shut up dammit, all of you just shut up!"
2. Whistle the first 7 notes of "It's a small world" over and over again
3. Crack open your briefcase or purse, and while peering inside ask: "Got enough air in there?"
4. Offer name tags to everyone getting on the elevator. Wear yours upside-down.
5. Stand silent and motionless in the corner, facing the wall, without getting off.
6. When arriving at your floor, grunt and strain to yank the doors open, then act embarrassed when they open by themselves.
7. Greet everyone getting on the elevator with a warm handshake and ask them to call you Admiral.
8. On the highest floor, hold the door open and demand that it stay open until you hear the penny you dropped down the shaft go "plink" at the bottom.
9. Stare, grinning, at another passenger for a while, and then announce: "I've got new socks on!" 10. When at least 8 people have boarded, moan from the back: "Oh, no, not now, damn motion sickness!"
11. Meow occasionally.
12. Holler "Chutes away!" whenever the elevator descends.
13. Walk on with a cooler that says "human head" on the side.
14. Stare at another passenger for a while, then announce "You're one of THEM!" and move to the far corner of the elevator.
15. Wear a puppet on your hand and talk to other passengers "through" it.
16. When the elevator is silent, look around and ask "is that your beeper?"
17. Say "Ding!" at each floor.
18. Say "I wonder what all these do" and push the red buttons.
19. Listen to the elevator walls with a stethoscope.
20. Draw a little square on the floor with chalk and announce to the other passengers that this is your "personal space."
21. Announce in a demonic voice: "I must find a more suitable host body."
22. Make explosion noises when anyone presses a button.
23. Wear "X-Ray Specs" and leer suggestively at other passengers.
24. Stop at every floor, run off the elevator, then run back on.

hahaha...lolz...retarded rite funny rite,lol i laugh like hell can...today in school as usual...nth much...shall not say anymore...bye...
mingxuan your laopo mi update my blog liao...
hahahahaha
missing everyone tomorrow...

2009-04-18T17:37:00.000+08:00

just to post some pics of yesterday but still dun have the class photo....still waiting for it to be found.....haha..

that is all...lolz...byes...

2009-04-17T23:17:00.000+08:00

today sports day!!! 203 owned the sport meet! hahahahaha...gt champ for the class...congrats to everyone!so happy!hahahaa....everyone who ran all gt get one or more medal each!after the sports meet,we took class photos together!bt still dun have the pictures yet shall post it on the next post when i gt the pics...

well...sad thing is that inter-CCA dance lose by getting the fourth position....evryone like damn sian diao...but nvm we still t next time!JIAYOU DANCERS!!!!AND JIAYOU 203!

my mind is in a mess....waiting??or disappointed??

2009-04-09T21:24:00.001+08:00

haha...
jiro wang's new pics!!

I LOVE JIRO WANG DONG CHENG TOO!!! hahaha

2009-04-03T22:46:00.000+08:00

哈哈，今天就用华语吧！不要问我为什么，你只要读下去就知道了。

我要说一个故事。。。听好看好。。。

草包的一生。。。

有一天草包在草丛里睡着了。这时突然来了一个lawnmower 轮过了他的头。就这样他变成了“包”

他很伤心又生气所以便找人出气。他打架打伤了自己所以变成了“无皮包”

他很不服气所以把自己最后的几块皮都拨了下来。所以有变成了“肉包”

这样的他在走路的时候又不小心跌倒了。留了满身的血成了“红包”

过后他又在回家的路上遇上了大雨，给了他很多水分。最后，因有了足够的水分他又从新发芽，几天后便回了“草包”。

haha...hope u will like the lame story...

Inspired by:Mr Lui Gong Kai

Created by: Cheryl wee and Charlene chin:)

haha....i neo it is lame...welll the 草包is not anyone...it is just a lame story!!!

hahaha

= GRASSBUN(草包)

2009-03-30T21:49:00.000+08:00

haha...heard that kai xian gt com liao...ehhh u and ur bro gt email must give mi ok!!!!haha...

虽然我看起来不在乎你，但心里日日夜夜想着你。
想和你一起但却不敢说出来只能从另一边看着你。
长想我是不可能的但还是喜欢有你在的地方。。。
不知道我是笨还是还抱着希望。。。

2009-03-20T20:29:00.000+08:00

Have combine dance prac today! damn fun man!!!
haha...reach earliest today in the morning (for sec 2 girls) at about 7.20...haha..then wait for the rest to come..then after that crescent arrived then we lian the dance cus later gt people come flim us...then we lian until (forget wad time) then go eat lunch!after lunch we have a 15min break..then can "睡觉"slept beside jingling yesterday but today beside yy and yanting. then after that is massaging the we need to help mayflower people...they damn funny man..we help then and they kept saying that it was itchy...then kept screaming and shouting. then later the mayflower people help mi..but the thing is that lao shi thing she too soft then he help mi by stepping on my back...then damn pain man..can feel like my lung kanna squash...
then gt do synergy and the dunno wad dance then after that we go down to parade square again to be flim..then the funny thing is that when we just squat down to get ready the lightning alert sounded..then we like.....but nvr stop continue dancing the AYG dance...then very tired..haha
then after we finish the whole thing it started to rain...lolx..then every one was dismissed to the hall again..for shelter. then we do some thing then we were dismissed but we (nan hua)stayed for the debrief.then we keep all the things and went back to the studio. then Nicholas say his debrief speech...then miss kee wanted him to end early then called him to say the last sentence..then he ended his last sentence which was like damn long speech and damn funny. very long nvr laugh like hell liao...but today kept laughing like mad...then all of them was like cheryl siao liao...too high liao mah...haha..then damn miss stupid mans..
haha then can go home liao...then when going out of studio i did something to yy and she started to pull my bag off mi but also by mistake grab my shirt also then is like i kept screaming then gt ppl look..hai then the shirt like..then i was like...then finally gt off from her...lol..haha.
dun feel like typing anymore ending here..bye...

lolx the real rubber girl is here "evgenia kanaeva" from russia if i am not wrong...

damn crazy man...made of rubber!!!!

for more inhuman pictures please go to:
http://gymnastics9.wordpress.com/2008/08/31/beijing-2008-og-photographs/
i miss you soooo much...

2009-03-14T21:40:00.000+08:00

haha...went out today...took some random photo in the car and at home...cause got nth better to do... nth to say today...just to update it...

haha...that's all

2009-03-13T22:33:00.000+08:00

I MISS YOU SOOO MUCH!!!

haha...random...

2009-03-11T15:55:00.000+08:00

today no dance:) so happy can go home early!haha...then saw michelle at the MRT station and went home together...took 242 with her too cause still early..today at school very boring,,,flunked the CEP test as i dunno how to dp:(haizz...dun care fail then fail lors...then whole day very sian then recess...then the teacher ** damn *** lor see got people then treat us soooo well so stupid!still smile for the whole lesson somemore!then normally dun have people then scold us and give us faces...the at the end of the day gt history the teacher is not mdm yip but mr tay...teach quite well bah still abit interesting then gt group work the the paper mr burn before the gt the burnt smell then is like damn smelly...haha...

2009-03-07T20:17:00.001+08:00

changed the blogskin...haha yesterday gt back all result liao...flunk all my test except my history which shock mi like hell...haha the thing i that i gt highest in class...mdm yip say jia....then i thought is jia en or jia yun but she suddenly end it with xian! then i was like huh!!!siao!i damn shocked. then i was like thinking wad was my chinese name..then she sae cheryl..then i was like ...haha i thought i will just pass but did not expect to get the highest in class of course the whole class is like WHAT!!!must be mdm yip read wrongly...hahaha only recover from the shock at halfway through dance!!